Anyway. I have two more papers to write... I'm debating how much i'll dislike myself tomorrow if I wait to do them after class tomorrow... probably quite a bit. Yet I feel like I might be doing that. I want to hide under my blanket. Get in my cave. No one is allowed in. I'll try to push the thoughts out. and just be. be me. be a kid. be content. be protected and hidden. be warm. be loved. be free free free. why is celien dion in my cave? ahh, thank you diva. for the karaoke. the world is rarely silent.
Quick story. People who read my blog remember it better than I do. In agora yesterday a friend said, hey this is an orange coffee mug like you want! i say... say huh? she said... you wrote a blog about wanting an orange coffee mug.
I also decided i should watch a little bit of tv because i'm starting to really not understand some things in society. Do i live under a rock? nope. just a blanket.